Did i make the right choice by going to grad school? Or maybe Norwich is just not for me? I am starting to doubt the decision that I made. I often try to bite off more than I can chew. Isn't that the attitude and demeanor of the rich and successful? I've heard a study that physical fitness is directly correlated with life success, I've never see the statistical data, however, following the logic path, it makes sense. In physical fitness, much like the life, you have to push yourself to new heights and try to feel comfortable in an uncomfortable position. I don't know, maybe Im just trying to persuade myself that i am doing the right thing and not completely wasting my money.
Today, Steve Jobs- co founder of Apple, the innovation behind the successful corporation died at the age of 56. Apple 4S came out yesterday as well- and it did not receive a positive feedback. What a traumatizing couple of days for apple. Surely, their stock had to have suffered as a result. Steve Jobs, what an amazing individual! I just watched the video of his life. what a genius, I wonder if he bit off more than he can chew, then chewed it. It really makes me re-analyze my life. I know, in comparison to my counterparts, I've experienced much more, but something is still missing. How can I make an impact on the world and be missed when I depart from this world? My current boss and I have these conversations almost on a weekly basis- what is intrinsically driving us? what makes Stephiney Happy? And it's funny, I get asked that question a lot! at work, in my personal life, by myself, by the christian community, by family and friends... the truth is I'm not too sure! I just know when I know I've made a lasting positive impact on someone's life, thats when I'm at the peak of euphoria. I am happy when i get to help... I am happy when everyone else is happy.... I am happy when I am being loved and I am loving... I am happy when I get to experience new adventures, but have a home to come back to... I am happy when I'm listening to music... I am happy when I am needed... I am happy when I succeed.
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