I started the pursuit of an MBA around March of 2014, foolishly thinking that it would be a fairly straight forward and linear path. Well... I was wrong. It has been a very arduous process that has led to many sleepless nights of self doubting and resentment. And all of these emotions revolve around 4 letters....
GMAT.... the Graduate Management Admission Test
I took my first GMAT in June after limited and scattered studying thinking that I can rely on my previous high school math and a solid foundation in plain ol' English. Well... I was sorely mistaken. I was barely able to finish the Quant Section and Verbal was a nightmare as well. At this stage, I have bought all the Manhattan books and the self study program which dusted off those spiderwebs on my brain. Well, I bombed it.
Since the beginning of September, I began an online Veritas Class which ends in two weeks. I do not feel like I've made that much of a progress. Of course, I am scared to death of taking another practice GMAT test in fear of not doing well. I've literally found every single excuse in the book to avoid taking my practice test today.
I am just so frustrated... this is definitely a test to my patience, humility, and diligence. I feel like I can do it, then I will... but I guess the question is how much am I sacrificing? I am taking Company Command in November. When am I going to schedule to take my second try? and how much should I put into it? and how do I balance my work, social life, and manage to do well on this gosh forsaken test? ugh... I am just venting now.... I know that if I am determined then I can accomplish anything. Look at how much I've accomplished already!!!
Ok... back to taking this damn test. wish me luck! If anyone else who is preparing for this test and feel the way I do, please dont feel like you are the only one. Because I am totally with you!!!
GMAT.... the Graduate Management Admission Test
I took my first GMAT in June after limited and scattered studying thinking that I can rely on my previous high school math and a solid foundation in plain ol' English. Well... I was sorely mistaken. I was barely able to finish the Quant Section and Verbal was a nightmare as well. At this stage, I have bought all the Manhattan books and the self study program which dusted off those spiderwebs on my brain. Well, I bombed it.
Since the beginning of September, I began an online Veritas Class which ends in two weeks. I do not feel like I've made that much of a progress. Of course, I am scared to death of taking another practice GMAT test in fear of not doing well. I've literally found every single excuse in the book to avoid taking my practice test today.
I am just so frustrated... this is definitely a test to my patience, humility, and diligence. I feel like I can do it, then I will... but I guess the question is how much am I sacrificing? I am taking Company Command in November. When am I going to schedule to take my second try? and how much should I put into it? and how do I balance my work, social life, and manage to do well on this gosh forsaken test? ugh... I am just venting now.... I know that if I am determined then I can accomplish anything. Look at how much I've accomplished already!!!
Ok... back to taking this damn test. wish me luck! If anyone else who is preparing for this test and feel the way I do, please dont feel like you are the only one. Because I am totally with you!!!